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thepeopleseasonI can't shake the feeling that I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. Yes, I realize that's overly melodramatic, but I've heard lots of women say that if a man isn't married by 35, there's something wrong with him. I'm not sure I can disagree with that at the moment.
If this is anything like my other breakups, it'll take me about the length of the relationship to get over it, so I'm going to be 37 before I even can start thinking about another relationship, not to mention the fact that according to a survey of single women, an Asian man with the same level of attractiveness as a white guy making 62K a year needs to make like 250K per year to compete.
It's not the first time I've thought my foreignness has been a stumbling block in my interpersonal relationships, but it's the first time it has filled me with such a pervasive dread of being without you.
If this is anything like my other breakups, it'll take me about the length of the relationship to get over it, so I'm going to be 37 before I even can start thinking about another relationship, not to mention the fact that according to a survey of single women, an Asian man with the same level of attractiveness as a white guy making 62K a year needs to make like 250K per year to compete.
It's not the first time I've thought my foreignness has been a stumbling block in my interpersonal relationships, but it's the first time it has filled me with such a pervasive dread of being without you.
